Capitalization

I experience these occasional mental attacks that affect my ability to be absorbent of any real detail. This pertaining to basically anything, even were it a project I have been working with first-hand. The most dangerous and curious of these "attacks" are the ones that involve heavy machinery. It's hard to truthfully state that you have "nothing on your mind". You need to be thinking of at least something at all times, right? Well, I used to think so...but now I am not entirely certain. I will be driving down a road that I have driven a hundred times when my mind goes numbingly blank without so much as a warning, and my knowledge. Then, moments later I will snap back into reality. My mind swims for a connection with the present as I frantically ask myself how I got to this point. I do not remember turning down this road. Did I stop at that stop sign back there? I have absolutely no idea. I have lost time and clarity.

It frightens me, to speak the truth. I don't have an explanation for it, and that gives me an even deeper chill.

"cold as fries" does not quite correspond with the personality of my entries. it does not capture the essence of this blog in the slightest. they are rather discordant, really.